Every day is different due to symptoms, schedules
and whatnot. I might decide to go back to this on numerous occasions just
because every day is so different, thus will yield various results. Here goes:
Outside
my window…It is a beautiful sunny day with a slight breeze.
The palm trees are swaying about, and the birds are singing their little hearts
out. As I lay in bed looking out the window directly in front of me, my
gorgeous, inviting swimming pool (that Big Handsome so graciously had put in a
few years ago) is beckoning to me…”come lay by me, come drink in some sun, come
swimming, come, come, come…” Alas, I have not the energy, maybe tomorrow.
I
am thinking…I have so much to do and not enough
energy to do it, so I’ll sit here in bed, with my beautiful pool trying desperately
to lure me in and type a blog post.
I
am thankful…That I have a beautiful pool, but am
getting a little annoyed with it as it continuously tries to vie for my
attention.
In
the kitchen…At least the clean dishes are put
away. I still have to clean the dirty ones and put them away. I need to clean
up the coffee from this morning and set it up again for tomorrow so that Big
Handsome gets his fix in the morning.
I
am wearing…My usual, a house dress. At least it’s
not a Moo-Moo; it’s purple and has pretty embroidery on the back.
I
am creating…A word flip book for my 5 year old
nephew. I used a 5x8 spiral notebook that I turned horizontal. I then covered
the front cover with nice, boyish scrapbook paper. I cut the pages into two
parts; the one on the left has been cut about 1/3 of the page, the other side
is 2/3 of the page. On the left side I have written consonant letters (one per
page) and on the right, I have various short vowel endings like, at, ag, ab
etc. My hope is that he can take it in the car or where ever and practice his
short vowel, three letter words in preparation for starting kindy next year.
I
am going…Nowhere today. Maybe I’ll venture into the
kitchen at some point to do up the dishes and make the coffee for tomorrow. I
might even conjure up some energy to appease my pool.
I
am wondering…What I always wonder and have a hard
time not dwelling on…will I ever be rid of this crappy illness?
I
am reading…Presently I’m reading nothing except
what I’m typing. I do have lots of books in various areas of my house that I
read. On my patio, where I spend a lot of time, I have “Never Be Sick Again” by
Raymond Francis (which is slow-going), and “Coping with Chronic Illness” by
Wright and Ellis. This book has been such a tremendous help to me and I have
referred it to many. I also have my medical notebook on the dining room table that
has articles that I have found on various illnesses that I read and reread so I
can familiarize myself with any and all research I can get my hands on. In my
room I read “The Thorn” by Beverly Lewis and “A Bride for Tom” on my Nook.
I
am hoping…That I can complete my medical notebook in time
to take it into my GP next week so that maybe, just maybe we can move forward
in finding a definitive diagnosis for what the heck is wrong with me.
I
am looking forward to…A vacation in the coming weeks
with the family. Big Handsome finally has some time off and we all look forward
to a wonderfully relaxing week at the beach.
I
am learning…That I need to be more assertive.
Around
the house…My kids have not begun their schoolwork for the
day and it’s almost noon. UGH! I need to stop writing and go light a fire under
their rumps.
I
am pondering…Will I ever get better?
A
favorite quote for today…”You never know how strong you
are…until being strong is the only choice you have.”
One
of my favorite things…Big Handsome
A
few plans for the rest of the week…I plan on having a
relaxing weekend with my family and trying my best not to have a
freakout/breakdown.
A few hours later, I decided that the pool could wait no longer, so my daughter and I went out for a spell...
Seriously, who wouldn't want to sit outside on a day like today?? Sadly, my Cabana Boy was still at work.
All good things must come to and end however...
I'll tell you, a tad of tachycardia can put the kibosh on just about anything.
Fun-squasher!!!
I just picked up a copy of Coping with Chronic Illness a few days ago! Glad to hear you find it helpful, I'll have to start it soon.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful pool!
Lindsay,
ReplyDeleteLove the book, hope it is as much help to you as it has been for me. Still haven't finished it, but highly recommend it. I'll probably have to go through it more than once (story of my life!)
Pool is definately nice, thank you. Symptoms can be so silly at times. Been out by the pool all weekend with nary a problemo!!
I might be helpless at times, but I am never hopeless :)
Be well:)